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by Eyes Of A Dreamer

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1.
Sorry that I'm so negative, but trust me I'm on the right path. So don't mind my lack of words, because my thoughts are building up a storm. Their building up a storm I no longer have something to fear, or anything to run from. not a shiver in my hands or a skip in my heart. I'm ready to start over, I'm ready to start again. This time with a better ending. So i swear to you one day I'll be sailing somewhere, a place where love is nothing new. Sailing somewhere I knew i'd always go to. Tired of the worries and being so pissed of, trying to fulfill everybody's needs while missing out on mine. Happiness doesn't exist when you're not living for yourself. Time doesn't last when regret is the only time spent. wishing for days to end when its the same story again and again. Wishing for days to end when its the same story again and again. Now you wanna know how I feel? This world it makes me sick. I feel best when I'm all alone. Kept away from everyone. Self sabotage haunts me without warning. Why am I stalling, just falling? Falling into everything I told myself I would never be. Everything that I hate. but yet I still see the good in me, and i am all that i will ever need finding that place of peace, in me. I no longer have something to fear, or anything to run from. Not a shiver in my hands or a skip in my heart. I'm ready to start over, I'm ready to start again. This time with a better ending.
2.
Sublime Self 04:00
Sublime self, I can hear you now. I've been searching in all the wrong places. There's more to life than what we see, not just material objects and greed, the things we need the most in life are often free. Take a look around, at the people to scared to make a sound, for the fear of being pushed out. And being neglected, we'll make our lives a lie, just to feel accepted. Who will stand up, Who will stand up and make a change. Sublime self, I can hear you now. I've been searching in all the wrong places. Trying to find comfort within all these strange faces. Trying to find comfort within these strange faces. So quick to judge, and put your brothers down. But we all know whats behind those eyes, you're insecure and filled with doubt. So don't point you're finger and don't you look down on me. Don't you look down on me. Here I stand, just like the rest of you. Stuck in this circle of life. Doing my best to just survive. I won't sacrifice who I am, just to be who they want me to be. I am here for a reason, what it is I dont know, but once I figure it out, I'll be sure to let it show. Sublime self, I've found you now. I've searched for so long, just to find beauty in the most simple place. Just to find beauty in the most simple place.
3.
Mirage 03:47
Let me take a second to focus on me. I'm always trying to change these ways, but it's just so hard with these games that life plays. So selfish, even my friends begin to disappear. It's the night time when my fears begin to appear. trying to grow up, life's never been so tough. I'd hate to be the one that always screwed up. A reflection, is this what i see? Or just a blurry image the world has shaped out of me. These words in my head, they seem to repeat themselves. These words in my head, they seem to repeat. Showing me the worst, but still holding much truth. what if I've always known? That I'm a liar and the real me is hiding. Consuming myself with substance, just so my mind can stand still and i'll take in more so I can no longer feel. Is that what growing older is? Just bitter memories and unfinished stories in my book of defeat, but maybe i can write a last chapter filled with love and laughter, where I'm not coming up last. God, I hope I don't write this to fast. My hearts an open book, that I can't read. I'd know if I took a second look. If I took a second look I'd see, everything I'm meant to be. I'll be the light that everyone can see, to make a change in this world so weak and stray. to get you back on track when you've lost your way. If I took a second look I'd see, everything I'm meant to be. I'll be the light that everyone can see, to make a change in this world so weak and stray. To get you back on track when you've lost your way.
4.
I can't rest easy, because the thought of uncertainty haunts. If I'm living or just breathing. Am I content or just out of it. I was lead to believe, that tomorrow is a new day, But now I'm grown, and its the same old sun, and the exact same demons I've been running from. Now all I think about is money, sex and what's on TV. Regrets, and the occasional sin. God can you give me a sign if I'm wrong? I've believed in you for so long for this feeling just to be gone. Give me the slightest reason to have some hope that there's more to life than this intoxicated numb. And there's more to see, than the fucking hell that I come from. This place doesn't feel like home anymore. All sense of warmth has disappeared. Only thing that's left is this loneliness that I feared. Sad truth is, we're are all meant to hurt, simply lost set to find our own escape. Because we're all just so sick of feeling this way. Maybe if I fake a smile and just pretend I might figure out the perfect plan. I might figure out the perfect plan. Maybe i might figure out the perfect plan. Learning to forgive is the hardest part for me. Simply letting go sounds so easy, but I just can't figure it out. Doing my best to gain wisdom, from lessons I had so young. But I cant let go. I wont let go, of the things that held me down. Instead I'll run with it, and i'll run with it and i'll embrace it. I'll embrace it. Slow and steady, silent but strong. Who cares if I'm wrong, or even if I'm ready. I've failed once and I've tasted defeat plenty of times. I won't give up on a better tomorrow, and I'll say goodbye to these familiar skies. I won't give up on tomorrow, and I'll say goodbye to these familiar skies.

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released December 21, 2013

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We're a 5 piece from Houston, TX playing the music that we love for you all to enjoy. This is our passion and this is what we love to do.

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